Friend let me tell you something. What were you thinking ?
was this a game, or was it real? remember when you told her you cared, and that you wanted to be more then just her "friend". Kid it was too soon then, she's not the type that falls for words, she needed time, time to see that you really were what she needed. You should have known that she was special, not the type that falls easily, but when she falls let me tell you she falls quite hard. At first you were just a friend to her, wanting to get to know you and see where things went. All her friends knew you two would find a way to make things work, but you were bright and didn't want to wait for her, you moved on to a next girl. Maybe you were in love, or were you just pretending? Right when she knew her real feelings towards you, she found out you had a new girl, man was she crushed. She has never really felt this way before for any boy, you can say it was her first true love. You were a fool, you could have had that girl you have always dreamed about. Lucky for you those feelings never changed, she tried so hard to forget you, but when its real its forever, even though we all know you don't deserve her. You really hurt her did you know that? Maybe she will open up and let you know what you have done to her, or maybe you might never know, but how would you feel if she said those 3 words that mean the world to her just for you, would it mean anything to you? is she erased from your memory, or is she still that girl you once cared about?
Things are different now, especially now that "shes" out of your life. By she i mean the girl that came and took you away. Whats going to happen now? Is everything just going to repeat, seems like everything was put on pause and suddenly someone clicked the play button. You can't even imagine what is going through her mind, she is scared and confused BITCH look at what you have done. we tried to warn her, and tell her that you were not meant for her but once again cupid did his job and made her fall hard for you. Worst part is, she feels like she will lose you again, because she is not the only one that has these feelings towards you. Some next girl is now on your ass and you don't even realize it. What do you want her to do? This time she doesn't want to lose you she suffered enough, she knows what she wants but will she get it? What kind of game are you playing, you think your a playa ehh? The rules of this game have now changed, you need to know that she won't always be around she's here so don't let her go homiee. I wish i could just scream it to your face and tell you that your fucking stupid and need to wake up and leave fantasy land and come back to reality but i can't. Don't bring her down again, grow some balls and make up your mind. She doesn't need this, here life is perfectly fine but for some reason you make it better, no one knows why but hey i don't blame her because we've all loved someone at one point in our life even though it might have been the wrong person. All im saying is that you are going to wake up one day and be like " shit, i fucked up " trust me, you don't want that. She's more then ready for you, so fucker make up your mind cuz this game is almost over. Will you win the game or will you lose?
